Omg.. I'm going to die
I'm going to die of happiness and angryness, mixing up inside my body and tearing my inside apart to shreds of nothingness.

My 16th birthday can now officially be called my best birthday in history <3 Today, a package from my sister and best friend arrived by mail. It was my (late) birthday present. [my bithday was on the 22nd of September] I waited until my sister came home to open it, and guess?

I RECEIVED SOI FON COSPLAY FROM THEM~!!!!!
Omg, I'm so, so, so happy! I thank them from the bottom of my sincerly poorly beating heart . The suit fits my features perfectly, and the quility is really good I only have to put in my braids and rings, and I'm a [blonde] Soi Fon!!! [with black braids, so practically her hollow form ]

I'll try to do a photoshoot with my sister sometime soon <3 THANK YOU ILONKA AND JOSIEN <333333333 I love you guys so much

Then the less happy part.. I even feel bad that I've to write about this after being so happy in the journal before. But, altogether, the truth is that I really have difficulties with my mother lately. She's blaming me for her loneliness, money trouble and more.
Immediately after I received my present for my birthday, she had to tell me she'll go to Istanbul, on vacation.... Do you get my point as I say; money trouble?
HOW THE HELL CAN YOU EVEN AFFORD IT BITCH?
I really don't get it. She's treating my dad bad because of alimentation, and then she whines about money. Now she's going on a vacation [alone] AGAIN. First she went to Tunis, then Marocco, and now Istanbul :S Damn, that ruined my mood just now.

Hontoni arigatou, okaa-san.
You managed to ruin another day.

So.. That's why I'm going to die of happiness and angryness, mixing up inside my body, tearing my inside apart to shreds of nothingness.
I hope the people who read my fanfic have enough patient to wait a little more. I'm sorry for not being very active lately, and I hope things will get better soon.

Thanks for reading <3
Sayonara.

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